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Junior,
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Junior,
2000.Junior
October 2000
Life Goes On!
Wake Up Call Number Three!!!
(Three Strikes You're Out!!!)
The paragraph above almost ended unhappily. My sexual compulsive behavior kicked in. My actions hurt Ben! I flirted and sucked a guy off in a bar while Ben played billiards a few yards away. The good thing was, I was caught in the act! I ignored his love for me and completely trashed our relationship. I am thanking God that it did not end on me or us. In fact it is just starting for us.
How do I feel now? Well, I am smiling again, I am fighting again, and I will be here to star again. I feel that whatever challenges I face will be taken care of as in the phrase "And This Too Shall Pass." "God help me!!!"
In the next few months I hope to purchase my first home, one that I hope will be filled with love and happiness. I am also planning to take another masters degree or apply for a Ph.D. program. I am still dreaming and I am dreaming big.
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