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Junior,
2000.Junior
October 2000
Life Goes On!
In some ways, my friend's attributes remind me of myself. Maybe that is why I like them in the first place. It was like me five times the fun. The truth was, I was very lonely before I met them. Now, I cannot stop smiling. They are my family here.
One thing that my friends and I have in common for the most part is, we are all suffering from some form of sexual compulsive behavior. Often times, I tease them to join me in one of those sex addict anonymous support groups, so we can pick up more guys. In the end, I cannot trade my friends for anything, because I know that they will not turn their backs on me.
Having close friends proved not enough to make me feel whole again. I needed someone special in my life.
It is almost the end of October 2000 and I am still going on with my life, thanks to Ben who keeps on pushing me to try and live it. I used to refer to him as my "Hanging Out Friend," but now I simply and appropriately call him my boyfriend. The word we both recently said to each other was "Love." Yes, the big word LOVE. You know what, it was so beautiful to hear and say this word to someone I really care about. Ben, I just want you to know that I love you and care about you.
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